Tired and Lonely

Hi everyone!

I apologize for following a bit behind on my blog posts. I just started working again last week, after taking a leave. It has been challenging and very tiring at the same time. But at least I am off for the day. Yay! That’s always exciting.

Things have been quite difficult this year, but everyone is learning on making adjustments and finding their own ways to cope through these uncertainties. Sometimes even I have had a hard time navigating through all of this. Right now, I have just been trying to get by ensuring that I have enough sleep.

So that explains why I haven’t really active on my site as of lately. Work has been exhausting, and I have a long commute there and back. By the time I get back in, I’m already tired.

I often feel lonely when I am work despite being around my co-workers, because no one there really puts forth much effort to talk to me. I have tried to be friendly with them. I made some coworkers birthday cards, and sympathy cards. Loneliness hits differently, even when you are surrounded by people.

I recall hearing this quote, and it feels like it resonates with me;

“You can be the ripest, juiciest peach in the world, and there’s still going to be somebody who hates peaches.”

-Dita Von Teese

I mean, I know that the word hate is a strong word, but I just wish people at work would like and treat me better.

I really hope things get better from here. I mostly talk to my one friend, my boyfriend and my two cousins, and sometimes my sister, but she is always busy these days.

I will try to make more time for my blog, because that is something that makes me happy.

Make A List

I didn’t make a list of my priorities instead I was just rolling with what I felt like doing. I tried my best but I have been doing a lot more exercises than I have lately so that tired me out. I felt like I didn’t do what I should have done. This is because I didn’t make a list of everything I needed. I feel stressed because now I’m uncertain if I have time to do everything I wish to do.

Today, I will make a list of everything that needs to get done and rank them from most important to least important. This will be helpful and less stressful.